Stardate: 31772.6
It's hard to believe that I put so much effort and thought into trying to get someone to like me. I only got hurt in the end. Now, as I try getting back to normal, I can't help but look back at everything. I was stupid to think that he would be interested in me at all. I was in complete denial the whole time. It put an emptiness inside me I never felt before. I've been heartbroken before, but this one really got to me. I've never been shut out before. I'll never get an explanation, I'll never know what happened or what changed...Now, all I can do is try to forget and try and pick up my self esteem.
